Postponed and numbers blahhhhhh

Okay so my weight loss is kind of not really happening yet.  Actually I was supposed to start this week, but there was an unexpected death in my trainer’s family so that made for some changes to our schedule.

 

So I did go in and went for all of my measurements… all I have to say is YIKES!  But as Abbi was saying this is JUST MY STARTING POINT.  I am not as heavy as I was when I was pregnant with Nikolai, I’m still 15 pounds under that… but…  that’s it… just 15 lbs.  She was going to tell me what my weight would be if I had NO body fat, which is totally NOT healthy but she is going to tell me and then we can get a goal together…  she said her goal was like 138 and she said that it NOT healthy and that a woman’s body fat should be around 18% which mine is NO WHERE NEAR that but I told her it’s a goal and I’m ready to start working towards it.   So we will be starting to work on this next week since we were postponed for a week. 

 

I’m excited J 

 

Wish me luck!

A major change

So I'm getting all my stuff ready to go.  I still have my appointment with my personal trainer for next week!  Super excited I have to set up a time to meet with her to sign papers and have her do measurments!!!! LORD HELP ME>... that will suck but I HAVE to do something...

A Change

So It's real time.  I am going to change my life.  I am going to take baby steps and get there.  One baby step at a time.  Not only will I set and example for my children, but I will also be showing those around me AND myself that I'm worth it.  I can change my life I can make things better for myself.  I want to use this journel as an outlet to show that I can DO IT!  I'm WORTH IT! 

I hired a personal trainer.  She is going to start working with me June 11th.  I am going to change my life.  She is going to help me set into motion the things I need to do to make my life better.  It's an exciting time.  So prepare to be real.  I want to post things that will help me, my frustrations, goals, successes, and failures.  Wait a minute there will be NO FAILURES.  ONLY SUCCESS HERE PEOPLE! 

So measurements will follow soon.  YIKES THE REAL NUMBERS!  But you know I didn't get this way over night... and I don't want to have surgery.  I want to do this the real way.  It's going to be challenging and I'm going to struggle, but I also know that I'm going to do it. 

So stay tuned!